We are both into BDSM, I am the one in control and he is the one who gets his balls kicked.I usually enjoy kicking his testicles but I never go too far, this time I actually want to do permanent damage to his testicles.

I have invited him out to dinner (he still doesn’t know that I know he cheated).

First of all I want to tease him with my feet under the table during dinner, I want to put my foot on his balls and start touching him starting gently and then harder and harder.

I want to see his horny stupid face being completely excieted.

I’ll pretend I am going to give him what he most desires, which is teasing him tremendously until he needs to yell because he is in too much pain but I don’t allow him to yell or make any noise whatsoever.

I usually know perfectly by his look when he is not able to stand it anymore so at that point I’ll stop and tell him we need to go to his place.We will get home and I will order him to kneel and lick my feet which have been in my high boots all day. I want my feet to smell as much as possible so I won’t wash them for a while before the night of my revenge.

I feel like I have so much more power now than ever before and just the thought of not feeling in any way afraid or guilty of sending him to the hospital makes me so excited.

I will put Beethoven’s 9th as I tell him that it’s time to teach him a lesson.I want to dominate him like never before.

I want to hurt him as much as he deserves, and trust me, he truly does deserve all of what I want to do to him.I will tell him that indeed he is a terrible person, he doesn’t deserve me and that he would be alone for the rest of his life.

His life would never be the same again.

I want to touch the limits while kicking him in the balls, punching him in the testicles, and scratching him in the nuts.

Can’t wait to make him try begging for mercy.He will know what pain actually means.

I have been too gentle until now, because he was my boyfriend so I needed his balls to still be there at least.

Now I seriously want to damage every single inch by squeezing them violently, harder and harder until I make him infertile.

I will start to kick his groin repeatedly, I will feel the power rush through me, as I punch him in the balls as hard as I can.

He will cry out in pain, but instead of stopping I will make his useless balls even more useless. I will continue kicking his balls and feel that he’s crying more. I won’t stop.

I will feel so good and all that rage that I have towards him will increase more and more.

I will order him to kiss the foot that smashed his balls, and so he will.I want to see his face contorted with the real pain, though he manages to remain quiet cause he is going to be gagged.

Then I’ll pretend like I decided to give him a break, and start spitting on his face like he is the most disgusting human in the world. Before telling him that I know that he cheated, I want to see his face while I suggest “Tonight you might need a doctor”.

He would just think I am not really going to hurt him that badly to make him go to the hospital and that he would just enjoy almost going to the limit of how much he can deal with.

At that point I will look him in the eyes and see the terror as I tell him I know he cheated on me.

I will manage to bust him so hard by stepping with my heels on his balls and jumping on them hoping that I give him a very good lesson.

I was thinking then to just get out of his apartment after that, leaving him on the ground in pain…

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